A mind of thoughts

I lay here in bed wishing I was at my husbands hockey game, I love watching him play hockey.  (I mean.. who doesn't love a hockey players butt, and he knows how to puck! 😍) I love watching him do anything and being a part of anything he and his daughter do in our lives.  …

Only love can heal

Its only love that weap. As she cries her self to sleep Instead it says just ''night" And takes a turn and ends the fight. It used to always be a 'i love you' Now you wonder if they would still 'i do' She needs just one little sign To let her know everthing is …

How to love someone with depression

I know I am my worst enemy at times. Okay, all the time. I know no one will beat me up mentally more than anyone when something goes wrong. No matter how big or small. No one will pick it apart more than I will as to how or why it went wrong than I …

Mental Health Awareness Week

You are not alone I can not stress this enough and it was the best thing I learned and finally owned after my suicide attempt in 2012. While for so long I blamed myself, faulted myself, beat myself up and thought there was so much wrong with me and only me, I realized that it …

The walls come tumbling down

Its the pressure and tightness in the chest. The nauseated feeling in the throat.  The headache.  The overwhelming feelings.  The aloneness. The worry.  The not wanting or not being able to speak because your tounge is slightly numb feeling. Its Anxiety.  It conaumes you and even more so as soon as you stop what you …