Is it really okay..

They say its okay to not be okay. But, in reality, is it? Is it okay to have such negative thoughts? To feel unloved. To feel like you HAVE to avoid everyone and everything? To feel like your own partner dislikes you, however untrue that may be, you just get a negative feeling and vibe. …

Today she can’t..

Today she dont want to feel.  Today she don't want to speak.  Today she don't want to breath.  It feels as if doing any of it is done wrong and weighs heavy on her chest and hurts. Today she dont feel love. She feels empty. She know her eyes are open and she is awake …

Mental Health: Mute moods

Some days We just get tired of filling buckets that feel like they are are leaking from the inside.. lies or broken promises and excuses, be it with jobs, life. Whether juggling happiness, chores, giving, being, going, waiting ect.. life is always testing in some way, always testing our strength. And some days, we to …

Comfortable in her skin

For as long as she could remember, it didn't matter how thin she was or not, she wasn't comfortable to be seen in her own skin. Whether it was a swimsuit or her partner seeing her in the nude. Not one person or thing made her ever feel 'sexy'. It wasn't for lack of trying …

To all of you mothers, embase the day and all you have done.

Happy Mothers Day to all Whether you are a mom to be, a mom, a step mom, a fur baby mom or an adoptive mom.. you are a mom. You have helped raise a child. And while every day should be Mother’s Day, Father’s Day, Grandparents day.. you deserve A Day! There has never been …

My Mental Health is MY Mental Health

Mental health is a real thing, and the awareness of it is extremely important. There are days I think back to when I used to be in so much denial of it, and tried to ignore all of it. There used to be so many days when I couldn't face it. Days I wouldn't face …

Emotional

Ever just have one of those day where you feel extremely emotional. Sitting.. and feeling like you could burst into tears because your dog looked at you wrong? Thats me today. These are the days I miss having periods, at least then it explained it.. insteas, I am juat pissed because I have no explanation.. …

You don’t know everyone’s story

You don't know their stories or what weighs on his or her shoulders every day. You just know you see their strengths or weaknesses and how they carry them self and cares for others or continue on with all their might. You just know that everyday they wake up and they love. They love their …

Its a new week ahead..

Last week was just draining. With the colonoscopy on Monday to hopefully get some answers as to what is going on, it drug the week out with pain and not feeling well. Which the end result was, no answers at all and a waste of time and money. And while I just needed a break …