Meh

If only that was an option!Some days I am just tired of being tired and/or not feeling well and pushing through, other days I tell myself "I have made it through 100% of all bad days and 'I got this'." It always seems to be something, but I guess that's life, and everyday trying to …

How to love an over thinker..

https://nomadrs.com/how-to-love-an-overthinker/ A good article. I don't agree with the fear of commitment statement, but it makes sense. And while much of the rest made sense, it gave me slight insight on myself.

Just want everything to disappear

Where do I begin? For the past Month I have been dealing with pain. Stomach, back, typical headaches, and before all that Iron level issues. I don't want to eat, I don't sleep well, and I am just overly stressed out. After an ER visit for the stomach to be sure it wasn't my appendix, …

I am tired

Not sleepy tired or from lack of rest, I've had enough caffeine to cure that.  It's something deeper. It's in my tendons, it's in my eyes, it's in the fibers of my skin. I am exhausted mentally and fatigued by life. By the sun and the moon.  By the emptiness in the room, and by …

She hates the word hate, but it’s suitable

She hates when she feels this way. Just down.  She's hates when her minds racing and it won't stop. It's the feeling of being so alone in her thoughts and feelings that even if she could put them in any more words than she already has, that it would still seem unexplained. It would still …

Not a monster

When you hear it said that someone is steering clear of you because they don't know what version they will get, it first cuts deep in your hear and hurts. But then, all you can do is sit and wonder just how crazy are you? What kind of monster have you portrayed to make people …

Simple Creature in my own ways

Maybe I am a simple creature in my own ways, or maybe I have let my walls down enough, my pride down enough and have stripped some of my independence and have just become that needy. Which if its the later part, well that's not good at all I don't guess. I know I can …