Patience

I hate emotions. It seems the last 24 hours or so all I want to do is cry and seem super sensitive to life. Like my patience are super thin and on edge. Not sure if I need a nap, a bottle of vodka, a hug or to throat punch someone. Maybe I just need …

Pondering duology

poised, powerful and confident. Where did that woman go? Still thinking on this and it's not that she went anywhere its just that she has gained feelings and a heart, she's become a little softer on the shell. The more I try to find the answer. Looking back. I had to become pretty hard inside …

Pondering

The other day it was said to me When I met you, you were poised, powerful and confident. Where did that woman go?" Truth is.. she's still there just a bit disappointed right now. Those who know me know one thing.. when my health fucks with me it sucks, physically or mentally and right now …