Openness…

I have never been one to be open with my thoughts and feeling with anyone, and that sometimes included myself. I have been working to correct that with myself and those I believe care. Both on good a0nd bad. It jus0t seems the more open I am, the more others back off, get upset, treat …

Round and round

My mind is spinning but the words won't come out, all I hear is blah blah blah... *shrugs*

The ugly fact

Love the site for advice and insight.  I try to do these things daily. https://theuglyfact.com/how-to-cherish-your-spouse/ Lately, I fall asleep alone: rolling over as far as I can to not touch and disturb my love. more recent I fall asleep alone, sending   good night texts, going to the couch, etc.   I KNOW we are both …

I’m tired, I need a hug or a cry or to be taken out…

I'm tired, I need a hug or a cry or to be taken out by a snipe, or a date, whichever.. LOL. Today was the follow up with the doc on my medications, I was 'mostly' honest with her. She described that I am treatment resistant on the depression. She has added to my medications …

Ever wish..

You could be someone else? I feel I tend to be the biggest disappointment to my self by my 'qualities' as some would call it When It comes to love I am open with my thoughts and feelings and by doing so I disappoint myself because it tends to be to much. When It comes …

To my dad..

Tomorrow is the 77th year of your birth. I wish you were here with us to celebrate your life, instead you watch us from up above as we remember your life. Not a day goes by I don't wish you here with me. There's so much more in my life now that you would love …

Needs.. we are really not so different.

When it comes to the needs of a man and woman, a husband and wife, or whatever your relationship is,, are we really that different? Both want to feel loved, respected, affection, safe, and that they are being loyal to and in return of giving the same. While the amount of the need may be …

Welcome to the shit show..

Some of you just call it 2020.  There has been so much negativity this year.  Not just with Corona Virus stuff, but with the hated and anger everyone spews. I, in the meantime, am just trying to keep my head above water and be thankful for all I have. 2020 will be remembered for me …

Senses.. we all have them.

Not common sense, most don't have that.. haha.  I am talking touch, smell, vision, hearing, taste. It is part of what helps us with what we want and don't want. Likes and dislikes, and our desires. When you see something, smell something, your senses tell you if You want to taste it. When you love …