You can't pour from an empty cup, take care of yourself first. I am the worst about it. I have always been a very selfless person when it comes to my own needs,, wants, desires.. I make sure everyone who means the most to me is taken care of the best to my ability. No … Continue reading Words to live by
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Some would think when depression sets in it all blues and sadness, emotions over flowing and so on. This is not always true. Today has been a day where I feel depressed, Like I need to cry but can't. I can't place the need. Can't place the emotions. Aside from more weird dreams last night … Continue reading When you feel like you need to cry but can’t..
I know I am not alone when I say the world, the day to day life, and the stress levels have soared since March of 2020. Financial situations are soaring with the cost of living being from home, grocery bills are on the rise, And.. well.. the cabin fever is setting in for all. In … Continue reading Low-Esteem, Stress and every day life (During the pandemic)
I read a lot.. but as you have read I am sure, I am struggling. Struggling at home, struggling with some depression in it, struggling with a lot of self blame and trying to figure out where I am going so wrong. Mostly with my soon to be step daughter. Because all I want is … Continue reading Reading is Fun-damental
Hope everyone is doing well and healthy and safe. And if you are in Texas I pray none of you have melted.. haha. Yesterday was procedure 2 of my MUA's. I assume it went well, nothing broke and I woke up! The best part of it is during the day I get extra sleep that … Continue reading Happy Saturday, quarantine Day 666?
.. The Jack to my coke, the blue in my sky, the water in my ocean, the air in my scuba tank, the aurora in my sky, the dream in my theater, the beat of my heart, the wreaking ball to my walls, the light in my eyes, the best in my friend, the love … Continue reading He will always be..
In the past I have helped exes with their kids on weekend and summer vacations and such and the 'your not my mom' words'. But I always choose to Lookout for the kids, to guide them right, to try to discipline them best I am allowed. I have always loved kids, when I was younger … Continue reading I’ve said it before
No matter how much she tries, No matter how much she loves, No matter the push, No matter the pull, No matter her effort, She always seems to fuck up. She can have 100 good days and it can take just one small moment and she's broken. 100 days of living and loving herself, of … Continue reading No matter what..
Me: Hello God.God: Hello…Me: I'm falling apart. Can you put me back together?God: I'd rather not.Me: Why?God: Because you're not a puzzle.Me: What about all the pieces of my life that fall to the ground?God: Leave them there for a while. They fell for a reason. Let them be there for a while and then … Continue reading Beautiful find.. Not Broken