No regrets..

With you I have no regrets.. No regrets of taking one more chance.. No regrets on taking a chance on so much.. No regrets on a chance we may never meet again.. No regrets on a chance on a friendship.. No regrets on a chance of lust.. No regrets on a chance of falling in …

It’s Saturday..

I think? Hello Fellow inmates. How are we all holding up? Have you checked to make sure your pants still fit? Have you made sure you were actually wearing pants when you walked to the mailbox? These have become the new questions we have to ask ourselves. I hope none of you are drinking bleach …

Family..

While I may not be as close as I should be or would like to be to my cousins, aunts and uncles.. Family has always been important to me.  I may not talk to them but I keep up with them.  My immediate family, brother, mother, niece are the ones I do keep up with …

Over it…

Do kids just enjoy arguing?  Even when they know they are wrong, they have to have the last work, to push buttons, to make blood boil, to just simply wear us down.  Whats even more irritating is when its on things that can be proved.  Example:  Child is told when to get back to school …

Hello inmates

Here I am escaping from the padded cell to make a weekly post.  Hope you all slept well in your padded cells and remembered your meds. How is everyone surviving the lock-down in the US?  The kids at home, homeschooling? The cabin fever?   It has all been a life changing event for both young and …

To not understand is to…

To not understand your own emotions is to feel defeated by your own illness. I don’t understand why life is so good, and it’s not just trying to tell myself that as I have in the past, it really is. It’s being truly happy with life, again, truly happy. Not much I would change. Well, …

My words to you all..

Even more so than music, which Soothes me, best announcement I just heard from an announcer:Put the phones away and screen times and cherish the time you are home with your loved ones. And he was right. Think of when we are in office. Drive times, office hours, kids extra activities, ect. It’s all shortened. …

I’m trying

I have held back any emotion or seriousness.. and yes it’s been hard.. but not so hard.. I keep that closer to me than shown. I am a hard ass.. haha.. if I show it my guard is down.. but to you all.. here close enough to be a ‘friend’I miss the days of babysitting …

All my life

All of my teenage and adult years I loved you, but I didn't know exactly who you were.  I didn't know what your face looked like.  I didn't know if we would ever be together.  All my life I tried to see you in others, and I gave them the love you deserved.  Selling my …