Today on my lunch break as I killed 30 minutes I sat and read. And not my normal book or Flipboard. I opened up my FB messenger and I went back to 01/10/18. Just a tad over a month that Matt and I started dating and I read every message we have sent to each … Continue reading Butterflies..
Tom Petty said it best, "Waiting is the hardest part" There is much going on right now with coming up on the 10 year of my dad passing... waiting for the day to get here and pass. Its hard to believe it has been 10 years, its seems like it wasn't long ago I was … Continue reading Waiting is the hardest part…
The problem with silent illnesses is just that. They can’t be seen. They can’t be heard. They are only known by those who suffer it. I am going on day two of this. I don’t want to go to the office, because I don’t want to deal with people. The mind won’t slow down and … Continue reading Silent illnesses
This Is What Getting Engaged Really Means Because It’s About More Than A Sparkly Ring And A Party https://thoughtcatalog.com/holly-riordan/2020/01/this-is-what-getting-engaged-really-means-because-its-about-more-than-a-sparkly-ring-and-a-party/ — Read on thoughtcatalog.com/holly-riordan/2020/01/this-is-what-getting-engaged-really-means-because-its-about-more-than-a-sparkly-ring-and-a-party/ Love this and could not have said it better. 10 years ago I would have said I ask never getting married and marriage is just a piece of paper, but when you … Continue reading This Is What Getting Engaged Really Means Because It’s About More Than A Sparkly Ring And A Party
The Worst Part Of Anxiety Is Feeling Unloved, Unimportant, And Unappreciated By Holly RiordanUpdated January 21, 2020 Steven Aguilar Anxiety makes you feel like a burden. You don’t want to text your friends, even though you’re dying to hang out with them, because you’re worried they won’t want anything to do with you. You don’t want to … Continue reading Nailed it..
If you heart ever stops loving, I won’t hold you back. If your eyes ever feel with tears I won’t hold you back. If you ever feel you need to move on, I won’t hold you back. If you lips no longer smile, I won’t hold you back. If you say you happiness is gone, … Continue reading I won’t hold you back
Everyday I love you more. As time goes by I feel I tell you the same thing in a different string of words. I hope you never get tired of hearing me say 'I love you'. I have never met a soul more beautiful and lovely as you. Each day looking at you, you give … Continue reading As time goes by…
“Don’t wait to live life and plan your future based on other actions” I came across this quote and it made me think.. a lot. Work.. life.. all around me and I came to a conclusion on much. I have been working on trying to improve and make as many changes as I can to … Continue reading The future
So much I need to do but I can’t motivate myself. I sit in this bed and tell myself there are clothes in the dryer, clothes in the washer. I told myself last night I would get to the gym this morning. I forced myself to the shower, to get back in bed with the … Continue reading Motivation.. or there lack of..
Today wasn’t better, but today wasn’t worse. I ate a little yesterday, and now it’s the I can’t eat day, it’s been an every other day thing and then I force myself. I woke up, not wanting to get to work, not wanting to face people, got little sleep and well, I didn’t make the … Continue reading Much – a – say – about – nothing
Feeling depressed when you want to be happy, because you ARE happy. Trying to pull up. Seeing everything great in life. You look at your phone every second to see your two favorite people. You come home to watch your dog be silly. You listen to a story about your niece that almost makes you … Continue reading It’s lonely
Living with depression is hard, being 'okay' all the time is hard. Being sad when all is well is a struggle because you dont' know what is wrong other than there is a chemical imbalance. Throughout my life it has been a constant rejection, a constant beat down due to this, from those close to … Continue reading Confessions from the ‘dark’ side
As she stare through the fog and the rolling Gray clouds, the rain leaves nothing but everything in a sog. But its not just outside the window the dark clouds are rolling. She takes a deep breath as she feels the pain in her heart, the feeling of them in a distance apart.She closes her … Continue reading Through the fog and clouds
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13 Things To Remember When You Love A Person Who Has Depression By Koty NeelisUpdated January 6, 2020 Milly Cope 1. Depression is not a choice. Depression is one of the most helpless and frustrating experiences a person can have. It’s sometimes feeling sad, sometimes feeling empty, and sometimes feeling absolutely nothing at all. There are times when … Continue reading 13 Things To Remember When You Love A Person Who Has Depression