Marry the one who…

They say when you find "The One" you know immediately.. I am not sure I would say immediately, I am not a love at first sight kind of woman. But, I do think you start to know when someone is The one as you get to bond and grow. You start to learn if this …

It’s almost Goodbye 2019

While this year had a few hiccups all in all it was a decent year.  Finding out one lost her life to cancer while my Aunt battled it.  Finding out my boyfriend's mother could have died but has pulled through and is on a road to recovery. Having the kiddos mother come out of remission …

At the end of the day…

I'm not perfect. I make mistakes. I piss people off. I'm not perfect but my intentions are always good. I have issues. I have anxiety. I have depression. I have an over active mind. If you want perfection than Don't look here. My heart sometimes cares more than it should, Hurts more than it should, …

It’s the most wonderful time…

For a tear... a beer... no wait... of the year, yeah, that’s it.. *shrugs* the last two days have been emotional feeling. Maybe it’s with Christmas just around the corner. Dads favorite holiday, Grandmas favorite holiday, and my most scroogiest holiday. My mom is finally off my case on it as she is not really …

Numb is a feeling

Mind blown? Me too.. they say to be numb you feel nothing. It’s quite the opposite. Sometimes we have to feel numb. It’s an emotional feeling. To become emotionally numb. I have written on this before I believe. As of late, I have tried to become so. There is so much going on in everyone’s …

Time flies when you’re in love and happy

Two years ago today I started dating my soulmate, my best friend, the man who is the missing piece I didn’t know was missing. We have already shared so much in life from personal ups and downs, adventures, laughter, love and now a home. And all I can think and hope for is much more …

Nike Update

Nike is out of surgery and home. The pins that were there have caused some ‘tunnels’ ( you will see the x shape above her knee) in her leg that will take some time to heal, her knee (luxating patella) has been repaired also. Traded pins for pins but these are much smaller and will …

just another meh’nic Tuesday?

I haven’t blogged in a bit because well, I have been tired. Emotionally.. mentally.. While I am not an insecure person, my anxiety and depression are an insecurity that leads to other insecurities. the reason may be in the past, in relationships especially I have been made to feel no one wants or will want …