The push

The push is exhausting. Being strong when you feel weak is exhausting. When you battle depression it can hit by circumstance or for no reason at all. It’s the coping that gets you through. How do I cope. I tell my self I am okay. Maybe I stay in denial until denial is defeated. Who …

I just want to be…

When you know you have been dealing with your depression but are more worried about everyone else, so you put it aside.. then it hits.. but you know it will be okay. I did finally get insurance a week ago to get back on my meds. I have hypo thyroidism and my leaves are twice …

Here come the holidays..

We all love them.. the dysfunction of family members, the joyous music, the stress, and soo much more. And as much as I try to talk to my family in their limited time.. I see why at this time of year when I don’t. I also see that when I seem to be in a …

Know your place

It’s always hard to figure out you place as a step parent or in a supportive role in a child’s life who has divided households and parents. Especially when you are living with one of them. The child sees you as ‘not their parent’, The parent sees you as someone who they trust to help …

I love ‘Our’ time..

This weekend was a much needed weekend of just quality time spent. I love our time together, whether it’s doing something, or doing nothing. Saturday we had a chill day, up early, had breakfast, reading our books, together. Watching his college Football came, relaxing and taking care of the pup. Sunday we were up early …

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Some days are hard.. being positive on life, on your job, on the things going on around you.. but you look at those around you, you look at those you love and you see that they need you. They need you to be positive for them. So you take all your troubles, all your worries, …

5 Love Languages

In my beautiful disaster group this past weekend, it was suggested as help to my own questioning that I take this. While I have in the past I did it again. The results haven’t varied much over the years and I am still the same me. I am a simple creature, most of the time. …

Brains!!

The brain is a busy organ. While it’s always busy thinking, worrying, planning, and going in all directions. It spend all day going and it never stops. All day it works to do your job, you need it to have a job, or go to school. You use it planning what you need to do …