When I am gone..

When I am gone will they know it right away.. or will it take them several moments or even a day.. When I am gone will they remember all I did, Will they remember how I was with the kids. When I am gone will I leave any memories behind will I have left any …

Wants.. needs.. desires

Many believe they are all the same.. but they really aren't. Take a good look at them. A need is something you cannot live without, such as air, water and food. It is something that is a functional need. A want is something that you don't absolutely need but will make your life a little …

Feeling low

I try to do all I can for those I love and always want them to have the best, easiest life possible, even if at my expense. So, when I can't do the things I need/want to do it drags me down. Simple things from going grocery shopping to cook dinner, or taking the kiddo …

Father’s Day

Dear Dad. Hard to believe it's been a little over 9 years since your physical presence has left. But everyday you still remain close. In my mind, in my heart, through many things I do, say and think. Through memories, through pictures, your always here with me. But, oh how I miss the phone calls.. …

A different realization…

As I was out last night for a little bit of head clearing to watch the game and have a drink instead of sitting home alone, drained from a long day at work, a week of being in pain and some emotional blubber in my head, I decided to venture out, and find a new …

Here we are.. writing..

It’s about 3:30am and I write... Lucky in love Some get lucky In love, finding it young. Being able to have kids, building a family, giving their kids that house and a home they're whole life with both parents and living happily ever after. Raising the family, raising their legacy. Some get lucky in finding …