Won’t Let me Quit

I have a problem Where I just Push people away, To the point I ignore texts and phone calls And I sit alone at night, Wondering why I'm doing it And how I can stop it, But something inside me Won't let me quit it.  

Sitting on my Lungs

Sometimes I get so anxious or sad that it is hard to breathe.  So, tell me, how do you expect me to talk about my demons when they are sitting on my lungs  

And, Tampa Bay takes game 7

The win I hoped for happened last night. Although the NY Rangers were favored. Known to win Game 7's on home Ice. They had a 7-0 record. Bishop came through!  Breaking Lundqvist's six consecutive Game 7 streak.  I was so excited. Now, all I need is for the Ducks to beat the Blackhawks tonight. I …

Say CHEESE!

I didn't have time to blog about this yesterday, but it made for dinner and work conversation to those who missed it on Thursday nights game.  If you missed it as well, Prince Fielders foul ball covered a woman in her own nachos. Its just proof that Hot dogs should be the food of choice …

Where does your mind wander?

Here I sit,  I sit and ponder. Staring out the window, My mind takes off wader. So, where do you go  when you wonder? Where do you go When you are slipping under. Sun' shining but you can Still hear the soud of Thunder. Where do I go when I wander, Its simply a disconnection. …

Arlington Welcomes back the Ham..

Arlington, Texas and Globe Life Park welcomed back Josh Hamilton Last Night with a Standing Ovation, and he gets a 2 base hit on his first up to bat.  Signs to welcome him back that weren't just your typical hand written signs, Signs stating 'Real Fans will welcome him back' and so on..  All out …

Happy Birthday, Mr. President.

Happy Birthday, JFK! Back in School when it came to writing a report on a President or a Biography, Mine was always JFK.  Always.  Just as I had my fascination with Marilyn Monroe.  They kind of went hand in hand, but not really.   Monroe sang the traditional "Happy Birthday to YOU" lyrics in a sultry, intimate …

Reprocessed – Processing Center #95486218152

I posted this earlier, but then I though about it, I processed it.  It still hadn't hit.  Instead I just reprocessed.  Then I thought of the past and the future some more.  It didn't hit me as HEY, you can't have kids.  It hit me as where I have come as far as a woman …

Jesus Saves – Hopefully Bishop can too!

The last two days of hockey have been intense. I really wanted to see Tampa Bay win against the New York Rangers on Tuesday so there would not be a Game 7 on Friday. At the same time, I love game 7's. They are intense, nail biting games that usually make me cuss at the …

Uber

It is no longer a word for me to use to say I am Uber excited.. 😦 This morning I had my first 'Uber' experience.. and not a beyond experience.  It wasn't one of my Uber excited moments... It was a install the Uber app and request a driver.  And I was on my way …

Lightening, Lightening..

who else is tired of all of this rain in Texas? I know I am. I love storms. Thunder, light shows, and so at night though, they give me a feeling. A relaxation and are great for... sleep. Blah blah blah Fast Forward...    But, I am not tired of Lightening. I am ready to …

2015 Tarrant County Heart Walk

For 3 years now I have joined the Tarrant County In the AHA Heart Walk. I hope many of you will be able to contribute in some fashion this year as you have in the past. Whether it be to Join the team and walk, donate or shae to those who will do any of …

Hey Laser Lip!

Hey Laser Lips- Your mother was a snow blower!  The exciting part to my day.. Being locked on the patio for about 45 minutes by Felix. Those unaware, Felix is my cat. Here I was outside having a morning smoke. He was on the chair at the door looking out from the arm and climing …

It’s not wrong..

It's not wrong to be upset. It's not wrong to cry. It's not wrong to want attention. It's not even wrong to scream or throw a fit. What is wrong is to keep it all inside. What is wrong is to blame and punish yourself for simply being human. What is wrong is to never …

Babcock Returns to say his Final Goodbye

Damn, i think I got a tear just reading this. DETROIT - It was unprecedented, and certainly unexpected. But Mike Babcock - who was introduced as the 30th head coach of the Toronto Maple Leafs just 24-hours earlier - returned to Joe Louis Arena on Friday to say some final goodbyes and to speak to …