She’s Just Lonely

I think I have a morphine hangover today, and still in the same amount of horrible pain.. but here I am, working and listening to my music. Today I pick this as my Song of the day.. I have been that woman who didn't love and was just lonely.  It was a horrible feeling and …

When you just can’t sleep.

Read silly lists!  I came across this one and although I do nor own Ay of thee but tis was fun. Sex toys, we’re guessing everyone knows what they are. For those who don’t, here’s a brief description: toys you use when having sex or intercourse. They don’t mean “use your wife’s dildo as a …

Me, Oh, Me, Oh My..

Was too good to be true that things were getting under control, stabled out, ect. Regarding my health. Finally out of hospitals and doctors evey other week. Now its 2 ER trips and then a Urologist. Whoop- Whoop! As most of you probably saw: Ir was another joyful day. I got to visit with the …

Today’s Forcast..

Drip..Drip... Beep.. beep...   Back to the ER. Talked with my PCP. He said "GO! NOW!  This time I get a room with a door and a TV. And a longer visit with all the beautiful people.  Pumping me with fluids, antibiotics, torodal & morphine and nausea meds so far No fun.  The PCT tried …

My favorite place

  I havent been tothis home away from home in a long time. Yep, the ER. I knew the waiting at the AMC's would be regretful. And probably the waiting and not going to the doctor for the slight bladder infection caused by that. Now, Im so miserable with kidney pain, abdominal pain and such that …

7th inning Stretch

Sing with me: " The stars at night, *clap clap clap clap* are big and bright,*clap clap clap clap* Deep in the Heart of Texas... " *clap clap clap clap* I need a 7th inning stretch!! I have baseball fever, I believe. I think this week with the Rangers in towin Imay catch me a …

7 Reasons Why The Strongest Women Accept That They’re Emotional Beings

7 Reasons Why The Strongest Women Accept That They’re Emotional Beings 1. They do not accept anybody else’s ideas of the ways in which they need to remain small. If I had to pick one word to define the cultural narrative of “what women should be,” I’d pick “small.” In stature, in opinion, in voice. …

The weekend recap in the Stanley Cup

Who's in and Who's out? The Weekend is over and it was an interesting on for the NHL Fans in the world.  Three more teams advanced on to Round Two of the NHL Stanley Cup Playoffs. Saturday Night Chicago Blackhawks and the Calgary Flame sent home Nashville's Predators and the Vancouver Canucks. Then followed by …

Withdrawls

You were that whiskey running through my veins You were that first sweet taste of Mary Jane All alone in the darkness watching my hands shake But they don’t have a rehab for heartbreak It’s your blue sundress with the strap falling off of your shoulder It’s that all night moonlight drive, you saying baby …

Don’t stuff down your feelings.

Because every time I think Ive learned and overcome it... I have forgotten.. -dg Don’t stuff down your feelings. Don’t pretend to feel what you don’t feel. Be honest with yourself. Be real about your pain. You’ve suffered so much trying to hold it in all these years. Don’t suffer alone anymore. Don’t stay silent …

Darkness Within

   Here in this darkness that I lay Depression heavy in its weigh And how my body aches to leave To sing its final eulogy My sons I love you evermore And though the road beckons once more I see the damage that I've done In search for redemption But I am just a broken …

Now I’m gone

(Music always speaks) Now I'm gone. I've told you once, I've told you twice.  Stab me in the back and you're gonna pay the price. You want me back now right? Well let's rewind to that night. That night where lust trumped love, and love got sacrificed. And now you beg for forgiveness, acting just …

7 unusual causes of anxiety

Anxiety is a common emotion to feel, particularly before an exam or making a presentation in publc. In its purest state, it is akin to excessive worrying, thoughts racing through the head, and feeling super stressed! If you constantly feel this way however, you could have an anxiety disorder. Anxiety disorders are considered forms of …

Lynn Creek Marina

A nice place to visit on a Sunday Morning, although I just want to sit in my room and have a breakdown. Just take a loaf of bread and feed the duck and huge fish, watch all the families and kids, etc. rain is moving in, though. Keep missing my meds, a lit on my …

Games

Tell me are we ever gonna stop, Playing these games? All of these games.. You know the one where you call But you act like you never called me When you see me at a bar But you act like you never saw me When you're dancing with him, and you're looking at me Or …