And I fit the Whiskey drinker, go figure! Leo Hidalgo An article has been making the rounds lately explaining and extolling the virtues of the “two kinds of women.” There may be white wine drinking women and red wine drinking women, but there are whiskey-drinking women too. Sure, it may not be as common — … Continue reading Three kinds of women
Dunno if its the depression, the meds and increases, the not feeling well mentally and physically or what but I just want to sleep. I don't want to do anything, not even work. Don't want to talk to anyone, see anyone, leave the house. When I do I have to force myself. I want to … Continue reading Routine
Flaws.. A random thought. Have you ever sat in a public place and just observed the surroundings. A restaurant for example. Eating a meal. Watching a family next to you. Not saying as to judge this family but to observe the behaviors of the children and parents. We all have them our behaviors and ways, … Continue reading Behavior’s, Flaws, Peeves
Is it possible to be to smart? Is being to smart going to ruin me? I am beginning to think even god knows how smart I am. Smart with Money, Smart about building my own family with kids, Smart with every day life, smart with everyday smarts, a job, with the way I am on … Continue reading Can one be to smart?
Found a nice trail by Lone Star Park in doing this trail it put me at my milestone of 500 geocaches. Also got in a good 5 mile walk. A good day of caching and exercising.
A night of a bad disassociation. I sit here two days later trying to figure it out. Trying to figure out what happened and I can't. There was no arguing, no fighting that can be said to have happened. I just left, I don't remember really leaving, I remember being at the park, I don't … Continue reading 01-11-2015
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When you find yourself drowning in self-hate, you have to remind yourself that you weren’t born feeling this way. That at some point in your journey, some person or experience sent you the message that there was something wrong with who you are, and you internalized those messages and took them on as your truth. … Continue reading Self Loving
You will begin to heal when you start to let go of regrets, forgive those who have hurt you and learn to forgive yourself. With time and courage you will be able to tell your story without pain in your heart, ache in your soul and without tears flowing down your cheek. That is when … Continue reading Healing continues on
No more eggshells, no more tears, no more letting people hurt me. Today I grabbed my big girl panties and unleashed only about half of what I have been carrying on my shoulders. But that felt like a huge load taken off. I reflected on the past, I stared in the mirror at myself and … Continue reading Day two of 2015
Well I didn't stay last night like I should have with Premonitions. It came to an end with me feeling alone and like I am not wanted in love or to have love. The same feeling I had one year when my ex was off kissing my friend at midnight and Like I didn't exist. … Continue reading The first day of the new year