not a post I want to make…

but maybe if I write and talk to it, it will leave again.  The punisher, I tried so hard to keep him away.. I over did it even by walking 3miles but work has me so backed up that yesterday I hit overtime.  Having a heart sucks, my ex is back at it to please … Continue reading not a post I want to make…

The fuse was a dud

The last few nights all I can do is cry. And really not pinpoint. Usually I cry if Im pissed. , but its not the case. Its opposite. Im pissed because Im crying. I wrote and vented a lot last night between 3 blogs. A lot on my mind. Things I should be stronger Over. … Continue reading The fuse was a dud

When its time to say no

I am part of two groups for abuse and narcissim. Listening for days. Relating so this was written for the group. He expects be to believe him, when every word is a lie. He expects forgiveness, He expects her to try. His games she was blinded She believed him before. He give her promises of … Continue reading When its time to say no

Be strong for yourself

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you’re a good person and a good friend. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not- won’t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. … Continue reading Be strong for yourself

Tomorrow is a new day

Just one if those days that I have not had in a long time. The attack of the dreaded depression. Things are stressful, I have spent the last 5 days in worse pain than ever and I just want to lay in bed and not face anything or anyone. Maybe its a combination of things. … Continue reading Tomorrow is a new day

Gotta have faith..

There are very few who have access here. If you so, it means I trust you with my thoughts and that I wont be judges for thing like this. I won't lie, they haven't been the best and I haven't been the strongest mentally. That road I was down in August does try to come … Continue reading Gotta have faith..