Reflecting on life

I sit here reflecting on life which I have done alot since diagnosis and not knowing how long it will give me. Its all in gods hands on how my body reacts to treatments. I have no regrets on any of it. I have learned to love, to forgive, to raise kids, marriage, divorce, meeting …

To my friend, Stac

Just like all my writing it comes true from the heart.. You've always known that.. So heres my heart to you. For about 6 years we've known each other, cried together, laughed together, blogged together and even sent drunk selfies. We've seen the good and seen the bad. i watched your struggles. About a week …

Word of god speak

"Word Of God Speak" I'm finding myself at a loss for words And the funny thing is it's okay The last thing I need is to be heard But to hear what You would say [CHORUS] Word of God speak Would You pour down like rain Washing my eyes to see Your majesty To be …

I can only imagine

I can only imagine what it will be like, when I walk by Your side... I can only imagine, what my eyes will see, when Your Face is before me! I can only imagine. I can only imagine. Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel? Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in …

Valentines Day

Yep, Im going there. I am very anti valentines day. I do not belive there should be one day to do things that you should do anyways thought out the year not one day a year,  its a fake hallmark, florist holiday that might get someone laid.. LOL   I talked in therapy when we …

Eyes of the human (01/27/09)

In the world we live, things move so fast. Times when you just wish the moment hadn't  passed. If you pause and look deep into my eyes, you will see what I feel and say, carries no lies I long for you to feel and share, the warmth in my heart. With love and trust …

Arguing vs. cowering (01/19/2009)

Some people think that if you don't argue, you are cowering. I say, not really!  There comes a point where its pointless, just say okay and try to continue when you are not being attacked or fought with, when the other party will listen.  This not to be confused with the conversation where you can …

Ever glad your not a chicken? (2009)

I dream of a world wh ere a chicken can cross a road without having its motives questioned.  This saying goed so many levels. You talk to a friend who shares and illness but hers is less controlable than yours.  You talk to her while at the same time a family member is living with …

There comes a time in life when you realize… (2009)

There comes a time in life when you realize, youre not part of the small pleasures in life.  But, its a time to also keep in mind you are a big part aside of those small parts.  You are a part of the heart, a part that there when the small parts are not around. …

The bigger the point the more important the detail (2009)

Say what you want and let the reader decide what it means. The one perfect line in a thirty  line poem may be what makes it all worthwhile or it may be what makes it bad.  Feel free to write a bad poem. There are many reasons not to write, Try using writing as a …